I just wanted to tell her

coming from someone that is depressed, I can tell you that you’re wrong. that’s how I feel. why do you think that Robin killed himself? why do you think he did what he did? I am SO surprised he was able to hold on for so long. I admire him for that. at some point you just understand. I honestly wish I would cry myself to sleep wondering why people would do such a thing but I don’t.. I cry myself to sleep wondering why I don’t have the courage to do so. so yes maybe you can feel happy for a little while like robin did, but you will always be sad. and I will always believe it is naïve to think any other way.